It's been a rough weekend. Guess that I'm not ready to date anyone, as the cosmos seems to be against it. Maybe that's a good thing. Maybe I'm really not ready. I still get angry over the stupid things that Kent says to me, and I shouldn't really care what he thinks anymore, let alone his stating that he was proud of me...yep...I'm still irritated by that one.
Our realtor sent me a video of what the house flipper did to our Eastern Shore house, and it's beautiful, really, however, it was everything that I wanted to do in the house as well. Just hit a raw nerve, I'm guessing.
I've been very emotional this weekend. Crying on and off...and I know why, and it's something that I have to deal with, and I really don't want to deal with it. Am afraid of the consequences of this, and what it could do to me and someone whom I care very deeply for. It still has to be done, and things need to be said. Just not sure how I want to deal with it all yet either.
So, if you pray, say a prayer for me tonight. I'm having a rough time.
No comments:
Post a Comment